/ Saturday, December 15, 2007
{ 11:55 PM }
i just feel that im just a failure.
feel that im the worst gf u ever had.
im nt being able to have you listen to me.
nt even once okay.
i dont know why ur friends words are more influencing to you.
whenever they ask u to go out, go here/dere;
you will definitely say yes.
whenever i ask you go out with me/ go somewhere with me,
you will definitely say see first los.
hais, so difficult to decide whether u wanna go with me?
or isit you doesnt want to go out with me
cos im FUGLY. my face/appearance all disgrace you?
we just aint like last time.
you dont care about me anymore.
just leave it be. whenever i cry you cares alot last time
but now? all u noe to say is sorry los.
sometimes you dont even mean it.
even asking you to wake up early just to go have mac breakfast with me
ITS SOOO DIFFICULT.
you cn wake up fer the sake of soccer trg at 8plus
but you cnt wake up early fer my sake.
FAILURE GF YEA?
take an eg abt today, u went for soccer trg
& normally its till 11plus 12.
i got simply nothing to do! ard 12plus still havent finish,
msged & called no response.
so i go bath and *1msg received*
"erm, finished le. yup." i replied.
den i go bathing~ after long time after i bathed,
still nt yet reply. i dunoe wads he soooo busy about.
i waited soooo long just to have lunch with you, meet up with you
but IN THE END, you tell me u have lunch with your frens.
PISSED OFF* ! OKAY. FINE. I WAIT AGAIN.
GUESS WHAT?! REPLY FROM HIM;
THINK I GOING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS LATER.
wtf? what do you fcuking treat me as?
SPARE TYRE? i really had enough &
do you noe HOW I FEEL?
THANKS FOR SHOWING ME ALL THOSE ATTITUDES~
THANKS FOR PUTTING ME AEROPLANE~
A BIGGGGG AEROPLANE.
lunch bought by my godmother; new york pizza meal> finished > off to expo to support my aunt for her doll exhibition at foyer. many cosplay. omg! those sweaty smells , some rly dont look nice. & armpit hairs! haha. (weiteng, i blog abt it). OMG!. haha, overall she's my aunt's fren & she's really nice. she was the one that give my aunt 2 of the doll's head which my aunt own 8 of those doll. haha. alright. back home abt 6pm. after dinner at home, had few rounds of mahjong and now im here blogging.
& guess what? he's going to watch soccer with his friends now. so late & he still have plans.
hais, i simply gt nth to say. soooooo down the whole day.
- i cried about 1hour+ when everyone is aslp ytd -
he dont care~ i dont know what to do.
hope some day he understands my feeling.
he will never come to my blog.
he dont even bother to ask my url even if i change it.
im such a FUGLY GF to him.
(update some pics tmr)
Labels: im useless. USELESS.
